30 Day Writing Challenge: Day 30

Blessed Good Friday my friends,

On this last day of the Writing Challenge they want me to to write "Your highs and lows for this month."
Highs- Getting to see a friend I hadn't seen in a while, making my Mom happy with a choice I made, and completing all days of this thing.
Lows- Sleep messed up, my anxiety, Depression, and OCD flaring up real bad.

I really glad this challenge is done, it's tiring trying to make blogs post for each day on top of regular blogging. I hope you have a good weekend. May you have a good weekend and for those of you that celebrate, a blessed Easter. God Bless You!
Ninja <[0000]---------------[0000]> Writer

30 Day Writing Challenge: Day 29

Tis Thursday friends,

We're in the final two days of the writing challenge, not sorry to see this almost over. They are asking me: "What are your goals for the next 30 days?"

I don't even know what I'm doing tomorrow most the time. I know I'm gonna celebrate Easter and my Dad's birthday, but no big goals for me, except trying to combat my mental illnesses.

I hope you guys enjoy the rest of your week friends, God Bless You!
Ninja <[0000]---------------[0000]> Writer

30 Day Writing Challenge: Day 28

Happy Hump Day friends,

This writing challenge now challenges me to :"Post five things that make you laugh-out-loud." Which was very difficult to think of since I'm dealing with some depression, and anxiety, issues here lately...

1. The show Whose Line is it Anyway? Even if it's old episodes I still get a kick out of them.

2. The pets, especially Mousey, have had me cracking up.

3. This Tumblr I found [Bleep] My Players Say. Love my censoring?

4. The antics of Youtubers.

5. My favorite comedians: Jeff Dunham and Fluffy!

Hope you all find things that make you laugh this week friends. God bless you!
Ninja <[0000]---------------[0000]> Writer and Mousey~C>

30 Day Writing Challenge: Day 27

Hello friends,

Today's writing challenge topic: "Conversely, write about something that's kicking a** right now."
I guess making it this far on this writing challenge? Got to see my best friend I haven't seen in a while. Remembered to take my meds for most days this month. What can I say it's the little things that's getting me through.

Well hope your remembering your blessings my friends, may God bless you!
Ninja <[0000]---------------[0000]> Writer and Mousey~C>

30 Day Writing Challenge: Day 26

Happy Monday friends,

The writing challenge wants me to : "Write about an area in your life that you'd like to improve."
My mental health is a big area I'd like to improve. I'd like to be get to the point that I have a better handle on it. I know I'll always have it, and they'll be good and bad days, but wanna get a handle on it.

Speaking of health I'm postponing the Musical Moments post I was gonna do this week, cause I'm not feeling 100%. I hope you have a good Holy Week my friends, and may God Bless You.
Ninja <[0000]---------------[0000]> Writer

30 Day Writing Challenge: Day 25

Blessed Sunday my friends,

On this post of the writing challenge I was asked to: "Think of any word. Search it on google images. Write something inspired by the 11th image." My word was "wanderlust" and my image was the first one on this link.

She gathered her pack
The last bits of her life
Outside waits her truck and a camper
Both old but still travel ready
She climbs in the cab
She's been waiting for this day forever
To see the land
To live on the road
Yes the living would be tight and sparse
But the tales she's have tell at the end of the journey
She pulls out an old mix tape marked "Travel Mix"
And pushes it into the tape deck
As the first strains poured out of the speakers
She turned her wheels to the west
Ready to heed the call of the open road

Have a blessed day friends and may God bless you!

Ninja <[0000]---------------[0000]> Writer

30 Day Writing Challenge: Day 24

Saturday salutations friends,

Today on the writing challenge I am to: "Write about a lesson you've learned the hard way." My lesson is: Never stick your head over a hot frying pan with grease.

When I was little my Mom was cooking bacon or eggs  and I decided to lean in and look at the food cooking. Mom tells me not to stick my head over that, and as she's saying it some grease popped in the pan, sending some into the air, and  hit me in the forehead. I had a nice grease burn mark on my head for awhile afterward. To this day I'm careful, if not over cautious, when there's frying with grease going on.

So that's the lesson for the day friends. Beware a hot greased pan, and may God Bless you this weekend!    
Ninja <[0000]---------------[0000]> Writer, Vampire >vv< Kitty and Mousey~C>

30 Day Writing Challenge: Day 23

It's another Friday friends,

Plus time for the 23rd day of this writing challenge. Today I need to write "A letter to someone, anyone." I think I'll pen one to an old middle school Spanish class student teacher.

Dear Senorita Coffey,

I hope and pray your well. I actually don't know if your still a Senorita Coffey or you've gotten married, but this name's all I got. I do hope you've found happiness in your life, whatever the path has been.

I want to thank you for your encouraging words in you goodbye letter. I was touched you made one for each of us. I actually kept the letter in my wallet for a while. I found those words inspiring. I still do. Even though my dreams have changed since we last met. Even though I haven't read it in some time, it's probably among these papers waiting to be scrap booked, your kind encouraging thoughts still touch my heart. I don't know why maybe it's the energy you put into it when you wrote them that still fuels the dreamer in me.

I hope your own dreams and wishes have come to pass, and maybe fate will allow our paths to cross again.
                                                                                        Always your student
  
So friends do you have someone whose words or actions have inspired you over the years. I hope your weekend is good and may God bless you.                  
Ninja <[0000]---------------[0000]> Writer

30 Day Writing Challenge: Day 22

Happy almost Friday friends,
 "Put your music on shuffle and post the first ten songs." This is today's instructions for the Writing Challenge.  Well here it is:

1. Bop- Dan Seals

2. Walking Away a Winner- Kathy Mattea

3. Then There's You- The Wilkinsons

4. Absolutely Everybody- Vanessa Amorosi

5. Harajuku Girls- Gwen Stefani

6. Friday- Hoops and Yoyo

7. I'm Gonna Getcha Good (Green Version)- Shania Twain

8. Me and the Moon- Bryan White

9. So Close- Jon McLaughlin

10. Coconut- Harry Nilsson

Keep you music rocking my friends and may God bless you.
Ninja <[0000]---------------[0000]> Writer

30 Day Writing Challenge: Day 21

Happy Snowy night friends,

Today's writing challenge prompt: "What three lessons do you want your children to learn from you?"

1. Always be yourself.

2. Respect people

3. Follow your dreams

Keep warm any of my snowbound friends, and may God bless you.

Ninja <[0000]---------------[0000]> Writer

30 Day Writing Challenge: Day 20

It another Tuesday friends,

Today in the writing challenge I am to: "Post about three celebrity crushes." Well I don't usually talk my celebrity crushes, but I'll chat some of my old ones from yesteryear.

1. David Yost- When all the girls were a flutter of David Jason Frank, who played Tommy on Power Rangers, I was crushing on David Yost who played Billy. You know the instance were your not sure if it's the actor or the character you like I think I was leaning more toward the character. Though let me note Tommy is my ultimate favorite Ranger.

2.Johnathan Bradis- Now in the do you like the character or the actor this was leaning more toward the actor. I first discovered him on Seaquest DSV, then saw him in Ladybugs, The Neverending Story 2, and that movie he did with Chuck Norris. I was so sad to discover his passing years ago.

3. Bryan White-  This is one of my favorite singers. I love his music still to this day, and as a teen I was crushing on him. I keep thinking about that scene from Srek 2 when the ugly stepsister is describing Charming's handsomeness and how his face was carved by angels when I think Bryan White, especially back in the 90's, though I can't deny he's still a handsome bloke.

Okay that's another look into my least often discussed subjects. I hope you have a good day, may you find something to give your heart a flutter and may God Bless You!

Ninja <[0000]---------------[0000]> Writer, Vampire >vv< Kitty, and Mousey~C>

30 Day Writing Challenge: Day 19

Monday greetings friends,

The writing challenge demands me to : "Discuss your first love." Does this include the innocent puppy loves cause that's all I got for ya.
When I was in Kindergarten their was was a boy in my class who also rode my bus. I guess you can say he was my first friend. He had a little crush on me I believe cause he'd bring me like a envelope with picture of flowers he'd cut from magazines. One time we were sitting in the auditorium and he decided to kiss me on the cheek, which a mother's helper saw him do. A little bit later as we were waiting in a line in the hall near the class her gave me another cheek kiss. The teacher caught him that time, she said something, but the mother's helper from before is like "What it's cute". The next school year he was gone, I never knew what became of him. I hope life has been good to him and I hope he still brings his girl , or if he's gay/bi his dude, flowers.

Well that's my first love. Not flashy or anything, but it was still sweet and he brought me flowers. ^^ <3. May you all find the love you seek. God bless you friends!

Ninja <[0000]---------------[0000]> Writer

30 Day Writing Challenge: Day 18

Good Sunday to you my friends,

This writing challenge now wants me to "Post 30 facts about yourself." *Warning this will be a long one* They should have put this one on the 30th day. It'd totally worked. Well I'll see what I can throw at you guys and maybe give some things you didn't know.

1. I have two different kind's of ears- One of my ear is an attached lobe, and the other is a free earlobe. I discovered this interesting fact after we'd been study hereditary traits in science class sometime when I was in middle school. I was noticing what kind of ears a singer had in a picture I was looking at and got curious what kind of ears I had and sought. apparently I got one of each of my parents ears.

2. I had to have speech therapy- In elementary school I remember every so often a kind woman would take me out of class and read to me, then later on she brought out flash cards on it, apparently I was having trouble I'd say teef instead of teeth, something I still catch myself doing off and on even all these years later. I think there may have been issues with S's and X's getting mixed up cause I remember the word Taxi coming up a lot. Just to prove how oblivious I was to my situation I don't think I even knew I was in speech therapy till the day she gave me my graduation certificate from therapy. Then my regular teacher decided to announce to the whole class the two kids who graduated from speech therapy!

3. I'm allergic to amoxicillin- I had tonsillitis so much as a kid, yet I managed to keep the tonsils. They use to give me amoxicillin, but eventually they gave it to me and I broke out in a rash and had to start taking this nasty crap you had to guzzle so much water with.

4. I was born a month late- Due to error in calculation by the doctor my parents went to they had no clue that I was a month over due until I think I was born.

5. I can't swim- I have a fear of drowning which is one of the reasons I never learned to swim. It's a conundrum given that the very thing that could prevent my drowning I can't learn cosuse of my fear.

6. My favorite fairy tale is Cinderella- Why I don't know, I just feel drawn to the story. Though I'm defiantly not a wait around for my man to come save me kind of girl, and the stepmom and sister would be locked in the pantry while I ran off to the ball, just saying.

7. One of my nicknames as a little kid was Dink

8. The moniker I had in high school was Diva- I'm sure I've mentioned here I use to want to be a singer. I chose the nickname I think mainly because I had aspirations to be successful enough to be on VH1 Divas special one day. But at some point maybe after college when my dreams changed and diva was more known by it's original meaning, but to me the word still invoked that time of my life when the insane seemed possible and it was something I wanted to hold on to. I decided to turn it into an acronym that was made up of word/sayings that was representative of who I am/what I believe in: D- Dream(er) I- Imagination and Inspire  V- Variety is the spice of life A- Artistic

9. I have and associate degree (I think that's the right term) in Film and Video Production Technology

10. I have Cherokee blood- I've been told my great great great grandmother was 1/2 Cherokee

11. I've been told I'm German- I've been told I'm German via my maternal grandfather,and apparently according to a book they have. But I've yet to get back to the German in my research yet.

12. I use to take voice lessons with my friend Captain- It only lasted a few months, but I  enjoyed it

13. I'm the eldest of two kids

14. I was an honors English student in high school

15. Math is probably my worst subject in all my schooling

16. Orion is my favorite constellation

17.I've accidentally shoved a nail into my foot... twice

18. My shorts fell down one time when I was on a hill overlooking a major interstate

19. My senior year I was a librarian's assistant.

20. It was as I walked into my librarian assistant period I learned about 9/11

21. My first massive anxiety spell was the summer before my 5th grade year.

22. I represent my school's forth grade class in an oratorical contest

23. I let a pretty audible fart one of my first days of kindergarten and I thought my teacher was going to have a heart attack. In my defense I didn't know you shouldn't do that in public.

24. A few days out of the womb I let a loud fart in hearing distance of my cousin who said "Yep she's a Hanner." (Hanner is backwoods lingo for Hannah).

25. My favorite color is Blue

26. My favorite shade of Blue is Sky Blue

27. I didn't have Chinese food till I was or almost in my 20's

28. My first car was a 1986 T- Top Camaro that my sister named Peggy Sue

29. My middle name came from my Mom's middle name, which she got from my Grandpa's first name

30. I signed up to try and be homecoming queen- I didn't even make it out of my homeroom class vote, though I have the joy in knowing one person besides me voted for me

Whoa I did it! My brain hurts now. Have a good Sunday friends may God bless you!

Ninja <[0000]---------------[0000]> Writer

30 Day Writing Challenge: Day 17

Happy St. Patrick's Day friends,

Ok this thing wants me to: "Post about your Zodiac sign, and whether or not it fits you." Now I don't thoroughly believe in Zodiac and stars being the deciding factors in who your are and your future, but I will not deny sometimes it does peg you.

Well I'm a Gemini and according to this site some of the traits include being curious, nervous, liking books, music, chatting. Don't like being alone, confined or repetitions. I find these to be true on some levels I tend to have curious nature, and thanks to the anxiety I do tend to be nervous, and I do love reading and listening to music, got my St. Patrick's Day playlist going as we speak... err type. Depending on my mood and the situation I am chatty, and yes doing the same thing over and over drives me batty

It also says we are like have two minds in one body. Always looking for the other half. I don''t know about the other half seeking given Fangirl and me  are like two halves of a brain, I pity our significant others should we get blessed cause they'll be dealing with a Cory and Shawn of Boy Meets World type of friendship, well maybe we'll find our Topangas (except in a dude form). As for the two minds thing this is true. I feel like I have a lot of dueling thing in my life: my moods I'm either a happy chatty optimistic person or a moody silent type. Even my tastes are duel like I like vintage things of bygone eras yet also some sleek modern toys. I like being with people and I like being alone. I'm a coin peoples.

It also says we'd make good artists, writers, and journalists, looks around this blog. Well I don't know how much this qualifies me as a writer, but hey I am writing, along with the occasional poem.
We have a childish innocence about us and loving. Yes I can be a big kid, but having a young spirit I feel keeps you young in some aspects. I am loving, despite being irritable at times and frustrated with loved ones to the testing of the bonds of loved at times, I still love people with my big ole heart.

Well friends I hope the luck of the Irish is with you today, don't forget your green, and may God always bless you!
Ninja <[0000]---------------[0000]> Writer and Mousey~C>

30 Day Writing Challenge: Day 15

It's almost Friday friends,

Now this writing challenge wants me to "Bullet-point your whole day." I don't have a set schedule, nor a busy one, but I'll do my best.

• When I get up I take my Thyroid medicine
• I do Bible study and my morning prayer while I wait the allotted time for my meds to take effect so I can eat.
• Eat Breakfast
• Do outside work/ Lunch happens in here somewhere depending on when I get up.
• About 8 pm or 9pm depending on day, and time of year I watch my show comes on that night. Maybe get online.
•  Supper's in here somewhere
• Journal/online/ TV
• Around midnight take the rest of my meds
• Do evening Bible read and prayers (unless I doze off sadly it's happened)
• Sleep

Yes that's kinda my day, so glamorous I know. I hope your days a filled  with excitement friends, May God Bless You!
Ninja <[0000]---------------[0000]> Writer

30 Day Writing Challenge: Day 13

Tis Tuesday friends,

Just means it's day 13 of this writing challenge, really getting tired of writing that. Today they pose the question "What are you excited about?"

Well kinda excited about getting some frustrations/guilt off my chest today, though kinda feeling a bit anxiety over it too. I also got to see one of my soul sisters I hadn't seen in ages. Also excited about something I decided to do that made my family happy.

Well that's enough excitement for the day I think. I hope you all have a good night and may God bless you.
Ninja <[0000]---------------[0000]> Writer

30 Day Writing Challenge: Day 12

Happy Monday Friends,

"Write about five blessings in your life" is my prompt for today's writing challenge. These are the blessings I feel God has given me in my life right now:

1. Family

2. Friends

3. Firewood

4. Food for our table

5. A working vehicle

Well I'll see you all tomorrow Lord willing. Please note there won't be a musical moment this week, I'm taking a break from it this week. I hope you guys have a good night and may God bless you.
Ninja <[0000]---------------[0000]> Writer

30 Day Writing Challenge: Day 11

Happy Sunday friends,

On the 10 day of this writing challenge I've been asked to write "Something you always think "What if..." about." I have anxiety. "What ifs..." are a major part of my worries. What if I get into a car accident? What if I have something on my hands that poisons me. What if something happens to my loved ones? It's a life of too many "What ifs..."

Yeah sorry kind of a downer, but it's the truth. I got a lot going in me head. I hope you have a good Sunday and God bless you!
Ninja <[0000]---------------[0000]> Writer

30 Day Writing Challenge: Day 10

Night salutations my friends,

Day ten of this writing challenge wants me to: "Write about something for which you feel strongly."
Well first off I feel strongly about Jesus giving Himself that I maybe saved. I'm not perferct, and sometimes question, but I'm grateful He did this for us.

Second is I believe strongly in individuality and the ability to express ourselves. I don't like when people try to force people to be like everyone else or people change themselves to try to fit in. I prefer to try to be uniquely me.

I hope you all have a blessed day, always be yourself, and may God bless you!
Ninja <[0000]---------------[0000]> Writer

30 Day Writing Challenge: Day 9

Happy Friday friends,

Day 9 of this writing challenge wants me to: "Post some words of wisdom that speak to you." I have a couple I found.

First from the Bible: "I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me." It's from Philippians 4:13. This is one of my favorite Bible verses. I think it's my Mom's too, back when I was pretty scared to ride in cars cause of my anxiety, and she told me this verse. I actually wrote it on a slip of paper, rolled it up, and put it in a locket that is way too small for pictures so I could literally carry those words with wherever I went.

The next one is "Accept everything about yourself - I mean everything, you are you and that is the beginning and the end - no apologies, no regrets." -Clark Moustakas. That's true God made us as we are and we need to accept and love who we are, believe me I know how hard this can be.

Ok friends I guess that does it for this one. I hope you have a good weekend and may God bless you!
Ninja <[0000]---------------[0000]> Writer